Wazzzup!

Life is as mundane as it can be for now.
Bored with life!!! gahH~

Need a hol asap.

Hopefully we have enough moolah so I can go aussie and stay there forever. muahahha~
Away from all this.

When I look back and see what our family has become, it feels like a business. Like when u're born, u're contractually bound to night of the living dead. Oh, don't get me wrong, you can have ur say. Ya, say whatever you want. Whether u're allowed to do whatever it is u say, that's a whole other thing.

Need to find a way outta this hellhole.
Feel like I'm suffocating. Everything seems frowned upon.
What we say are excuses,
What she says is "the law".
Why? "BECAUSE I'M THE MOM!"

Then I'm rembred of our "contract".
Under conditions it says, that we are to feel obliged to night of the living dead (NOLD) the rest of our lives for our upbringing, for the finances we require, for the responsibilities that we apparently brought and for the tireless hours of work. It is this condition that holds us back. Well, me at least.

Will I be seen as an ingrateful ass? What will they say?

Couldn't care less.

The 1 thing this "contract" has taught me, is to not care too much. If you do, you'll be stepped all over, stomped to the ground. And trying to resist this movement, will only land you being blamed for not laying down and be made used of. From then on, that condition will be waved in your face to fully cement right in the recess of your brain. Be warned, you will be pegged as unfeeling, selfish and ungrateful...etc. The degree of  your "insolent" behaviour is dependent on the wrath and unreasonability of NOLD.

Run, you fools!