You lost us the day you said you are no friend

You are the perfect example of a bad one.
So thanks for being that reminder of what I will not let myself become.

I don't wanna be part of it. not anymore.
I want to give up on you because there is no trust, but that's easier said than done.

If only, we cared less.
If only...

Life isn't fair, it never is.
I rembr how You assured me everything happens for a reason.
I still rembr the day I cried out and You answered.
But now, I can't see the light.
Help me trust Your heart when I can't see Your hand.
I need You.