they say, the truth hurts. i think its so true. i finally truly understood the meaning. i finally got it. but.. it that revelation came at a price. painful one in fact. sigh`

am sooo tired of.. trusting. i wanna rebuild tht wall. should never have taken it down. just when u let ur guard down and become vulnerable. arghs.

i can't stand it. arhhh~ feel soooo silly. goondu. wad on earth was i thinking.