it's 3.14am and im still here.
've got trng tmr, well actually later in bout 5 hrs time.
boo.

mms, surfing the net at night makes me think bout.. stuff.
just bcos she comes of strong doesnt mean there's nth wrong.
sometimes things dont always go our way.
it almost never does.

i wanna live in the moment! but, somehow, THAT seems impossible esp if one lives in spore. ugh.. the hectic cycle.
i wanna live where there need to rush,
where there's no responsibilities,
no worries,
no heartaches.
just livin' the moment.
Mm.

i wonder where we'll end up 5, 10 yrs from now.
i wonder if we'll ever meet.
if our paths would ever cross.
i wonder if you're just as you are.
i wonder...

growing up sucks.
haha..
the statement speaks for itself.
lols.
but seriuosly, i dont wanna grow up. i wanna stay as carefree, livin like there's no tomorrow, without a care in the world, i wanna scream in the wind, i wanna laugh like i do, i dont want that smile to fade. i dont want it to change.

mm, i miss 24.
this graduation leaves the greatest impression and is most memorable.
its that fork in the road,
that turn some will take..
that crossroad.

2407 really made aj alive, they made aj more than bearable.
they made aj fun.
you really did..
and im really thankful for yall.
loves.

practically the full strength of 24 went down for prom.
well, almost.
haha..
it was much fun! (:
it was a 5-course meal, if im not mistaken.
the food was rather..mm, not bad. exp that there were too much veges.
like.. eeyer.
plus, not everyone eats mango. haha.. oh wells, majority rules huh..
lol.

took tons of photos. *beams*
much prep went into prom.
not just the makeup (thks to kai & clinique), the dress (which btw took bout 8days of non-stop walking and searchin, tons of trying on...), the hair, highlights (kudos to mom who sponsored and of course to the guy who did it), searchin for heels 24 hrs before prom and the clutch.

it's over.
in the blink of an eye..
so fast!!

anyhoos, we went to clarke quay for some clubbing/pubbing.
drank whiskey, and some alc that starts with d. haha..
the best part was just chillin out there. plus, royden entertained us with his oh-so umm.. explicit dance. hahaha..
i must say, he can really dance. seriously.
i almost joined in. but.. the others werent..
boo.
it was fun anyways (:

some updates of late:
nic's in korea.. so. i have to spend more time alone.. rahh. come back quick!
wonders wad its like.
i wanna go somewhere with REAL snow.
the tiny droplets in Beijing not counted. that was more like... rain. zz.
i want snow!! LOL.

met some of 24 on sunday for lunch.
but i ddint eat. haa. cos it's rather ex.. must save $$! i need moolah and a job!
helpppp!
anw, had a gd chat with wy at bk. (:
sadly, couldnt join md, grace, grayson, sc, martin, david, zh for the movie.
cos i had to go see my grandpa.

he's leaving us,.. for good.
it'll be weird not hearing his voice in the background telling us to hold our chopsticks properly, or simply to eat.
it'll be so different.
tho we werent that close, i'll still miss you and ur low voice.
i always rembr that last smile..
so rest in peace gonggong.
you are loved.