had south zone match todae. vs bartley.
we lost.
but tht's not rrly the point.. we came to improve as a team and stuff liddat.
but i didnt get to play.
sigh`

was hoping so much tht l'll be able to play. haii~
but when i saw e last quarter start, i gave up.
just watching the match, made me cry..
sadd.

been slacking lately..
i noe it's bad.
i guess im just lazy..
y cant i be more hardworking?

there's so much work, and i tink im slightly behind time..
esp in chem and ss.
dont wanna start on ss, will never end talking bout it.

sch was horrible.
during chi lesson todae, de chi teacher, "stonefish" made me read the chi passage..
and of course, i read it very very badly.
it was rrly pathetic.. but lotsa thks to jy for helping me.
hees.
i was like so gonna die.
so.. yah, thks!!
plus, as if tht wasnt bad enuf, stonefish said in chi, duh.. tht the wrds so easy to read and someone cant even read it right..
i mean like c'mon la, if my chi is good i wld noe how to read properly rite.
craper`
bthh..

anyhoos, went to orchard pei lu see her dentist and help her find a nice bag..
cos we got good taste.
hahhahas..
anyway, on de way home..
we had to like climb this long flight of stairs up than down to reach our hm.
yah, and it was drizzling.
i was sorta playing with nic and i fell down the stairs..
ouchH~
my butt hurts..
boo hoo`

some poems josh wrote.. rrly nicee.
just chose some to put up..
gosh, he's so talented.
lols..


[Do or do not there is no try
Yes or no there is no why
The question i have it to be or not to be
But then again we are born free
Free of the worries that this world bring
Floating among the clouds on eagle's wing
But the constant demands of our earthly life
Cuts us down like a swipe from a knife
Even if there seems to be no way out
We cannot just sit arnd and pout
We must fight head on against our troubles
And stop all delusion from bursting our bubbles
Jus relax and say a prayer
And soon u'll find things changin for the better]



[Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted]


[water water everywhere
surrounding me as i bathe
splashin arnd in the nude
lettin the droplets roll off me skin
rubber duckie oh rubber duckie
where dost thou arti need someone to bathe with
can yer bathe with me
ah i see yer rubber duckie
floating among the soap
among the grime and all the dirt
ohhh what a nasty sight
never fear the scrubber is here
with a rub a tub tub
and a rub a tee tee
all the dirt's gone yer clean again
i wanna hug yer so in the water deep
lets go underneath together
and when we emerge we'll both be clean
free of dirt and all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

im BACKK from camp.. whee`
so glad to be hm. tho i rrly enjoyed myself dere..

shockingly, the campsite is pretty clean.
the trainers and leaders split my class into 2 grps..
and i was in da same grp as jia yu.. hehes.

ohh, ya.. den our leader was liang bao a.k.a "shinny bun" .
and our trainer was nadia..
eeks, i cant stand her.
cos we had blind man's trail.. it's just blind folding urself den hold on to ur fren in front.
and that's abt it.
not rrly fun..
den nearing the end of the activity, we were all sitll blind folded, and nadia asked us how it feels like to be blind, to loose ur sight. so of course we wld reply.. and guess wad./
she shouted at all of us, and told us that no one ask us to talk..
crapper.

anyhoos, i still had fun.
yupp..
we slept in e long h o u s e.
quite cooling..

did lotsa activities..like...
ZIP LINE !
it's so dead fun.
eh.. did a bit of rock climbing..kayaking. and some general stations, like those err..
obstacle course.
yah.
the kayaking was kinda fun. but it was so so dirty..
ewww..`
wont describe it. cos it;'s to gross.. eeks.
lols.

hmm, oh yes.
almost forgot to mention 'bout the food.
it was alright..
but i skipped 3 meals.
harhar*
nope, not on a diet.
but im fussy, i guess.
lol..
oOOOh, but the nasi lemak we had for breakfast was yummilicious..!
loveit.
ms chng made me eat.. lols.

for supper on the 2nd night.
we had buns..
but of course, i wont eat it..
and i was craving to eat biscuits...!!

den went to edwin the assi.chief leader..
he so nice.. help me get biscuits.
yay.
i took loads of it.. hahas.. cos i didnt eat dinner and lunch tht dae.

the showers were very refreshing.
ahhhH~
nice.
it was pretty cold but not as cold as the water at hm.
so ya, very shiok.

on the bus home..
slept all the way.
feel so good..
hees.

neways, after reaching sch, collecting our stuff..
cindy fish nic and i went to j8 to eat lunch den we came back to 'help' with the cca orientation.
but we came 10 mins b4 they had to close up..
hhas.
cos we were havin loads of fun at ntuc.. looking at junk food.
fun.

yah,. den nic jia yu and i went home..

yups, and ta-da.. here i am.

okays.
this is the last entry b4 sch starts..
which is like hmm.. 8 hrs 25mins more.

arghh`
the hols just past sho fast...!
i want it backk.

man, and i havent bought all my sch tkbs.
lols..
shucks'
ohh, just rembred. i havent buy the sch socks.. ahh.
tmr gotta wake up early summore.
bah..

oh wells, it's a new year .. 2005.
gotta study rrly hard this yr.
stressS`