backk! veri long neva blog lers. soz. ve'been rrly busy.
neways, got lotsa stuff to sae manz.. haha.

tuesday
nth much.
had trng. kinda fun. hhas.. wasn't rrly serious trng. in fact we went nuts. ber nic and i were like trying to click our legs in the air. eh, sumtink liddat la. hees.. damn fun lo.

wednesday
Ooohh.
went to acs b todae.
for a talk by Mr Khaw something something. oh no, forgot his name. hahas. nvm.
he's da minister of health if i'm not wrong. or some impt. guy. yupp.
their concert hall was not badd la. at least betta den our sch. on second thot, we onli haf a sch hall no concert hall. wahahah. -d0nkzzZ
neways, it started with dis guys who are the s'pore swimmers. and they were taking part in the olympics. well, at least one of them were. haha.
and some won a medal in da SEA games. kewl!!!
they formed a band, Swim Shady. sang 'bout 2 songs. ya, not badd la. hees..
soild xia they all.

during the talk, i kinda slept half-way till the ending part. so didn't rrly get him. opps.
hhas. wen i woke up, aisyah and grace were like staring at mi.. wthh. lols.
ended at ard 5.10pm.

thursday
had trng again. hhas.
found out we might haf dis coach, ms chng's good fren.
he'll be coming on fri. so means we got trng tmr again.
phehe.
after trng, went for cell grp at church.
gosh, it was rrly good.!
it was abt God's love for us.
learnt tht God made
the sun rise for me
the grass grow for me.
jus wana tell yall that
He would die on the cross even if you were the onli person on the earth.
that's how much He loves us.
Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends.- john 15:13

been kinda busy lately. didn't haf tyme to blog. soz..
losta things going on. sighs~ busy. but not busy with schwork. arghh.. i'm failing maths. and i kinda like maths. wthh. hai~ feel so toot.  fail maths and history too.. and my geog is onli borderline pass.  cries*
my life is tearing apart.  spiritually, i'm prob nth lers.(??)  nvm. doubt u noe wad i'm talking 'bout. 
ytd, i was looking thru my yrbk 2003 de.. and wen i saw my fren's faces, it's like can see the leadership and ability to do lotsa stuff. but wen i look at myself, sometimes i see a person with whole loada fears. i dunoe y. i just can't seem to break out of dis. lyke sometimes i try to step out and speak up. but it usually turns out in a mess. it's a horrible feeling.  to know that u've got that the potential to do great things and try but jus can't seem to get it right, jus makes mi feel horrible. it's jus so frustrating.  arghh..
dis yr streaming. double the effort i gotta put into my studies.  s'gonna be a busy yr..
oh ya, noe wad? dere's dis course at acs barker, dunoe abt wad de larhx.  neways, they asked us to go.. it's dis coming wed. yups-   hopefully it'll be fun..or else i'd be having a hard time keeping mi eyes open wors. haha..
till here bahs.  ciao~

had prefect mtg todae. hadta vote for da exco members frm sec 3s.. oh well, alldabest to yall.!!
hmm, had netball trng todae.. was okays larhx. kinda fun tho. hehehs. oh ya, guess wad?! we had PIZZAS jus cos we had full attendance. wahahhaa..! yummy~ but onli managed to eat one slice. -bleah 
and she bought like 6 boxes of pizzas for us. it was all gone in uh.. 15 mins.!! haha. damn fast lo. oh ya, plus abt 6 loaf(??) or wadeva of garlic bread. hahas.. i didn't eat any of tht of couse. smells weird. eeww.. and  so does the taste i suppose. wahahs.. ms chng damn nice lo. treat us to pizza. sooo nicee of her. she ended trng earlier jus so we can "celebrate". hehes.
oh gosh, jus realised that i haven't been doing much work dis week.  goodness..!
hhahs. oh ya, had D &T todae. sui sui i under mr leong. ahh..! he's so dead BORING. manz, the moment he starts to talk, i start to slp. phehe.. and noe wad, he's mad lor.. haha. we were suppose to use the scrollsaw to cut some suff. den time's up lers, den jus cos i stand at the scrollsaw dere and yu yang jus finished. he thot i used it last wen i jus showed him my design, didn;t even cut it yet.. maddo.
den val, mich and i were like laughing like siao. wahhaha.. nuts. oh well, at least we had lotsa fun.. whee~       hhahaz. okays, gotta iron ma clothes lers. don wana go sch with crumpled clothes. phehs.                                        thks for taggin peebs..!! takaire wors.  

jus came home.. frm bishan. went to watch spiderman 2 with mom and sisters.. yups.
da show was kinda nice. veri touching. hhahas..
had netball trng after da eng presentation thingy.. hahas. honestly, it was dead boring. was sleeping 3/4 of the time.  den todae in sch was sleeping loads too. phehe.. tired mahs. onli had abt 3-4 hrs of slp can.. yawn~
oh ya, den onli had 1 hr of netball trng. wahahah.. and our comp is in aug.. wthh. lols
had no energy da whole dae. dunoe y oso.  dunoe wad's happening larhx. sighs~
josh jus told mi that his sis, steph died.  to josh: takaire of urself. and uh, soz 'bout ur sis.
ahh.. need to catch some beauty slp.. -bleah
nitey nitey.
 

didn't blog ytd. busy larhx. hahas.. oh ya, watched mean gurls liaox..!!! damn  nice kayy.
hahhas. so sian~
oh ya, ytd had bs. so nice, i slept ABIT tho. phehe.  damn touching. felt God's presence. damn strong.. yupp.
 nth much to talk abt ytd. onli dat i was in a toot mood in da morning on my way to church. felt damn depressed and alone, but everything changed after that bs. heez. = )
 okays, F.R.I.E.N.D.S  start lers!!! buhbye..

been rrly tiredd these few daes. haven't been getting enuf slp.. yawns~
todae damn arghh..
first thing in da morn in dad's taxi, mom called mi like wad twice onli. den wen she finally contacted mi, she said, or rather shouted at mi.. she kept asking y i purposely hang up on her when i didn;t even realised she called cos ma hp was on silent mode. talk crap lorhx.. anihow accuse mi and jump to conclusions. den she scolded mi for not washing my cup after eating breakfast. can't she just do it for us.. lazy can. -bleah 
den laterr in class. damn tired so duh i was slping. den our chinese teacher go ask mi some crap qtns. and i was like huh.. and gave him dat blur face. dunoe wad he talking abt larhx. was slpin during sci and uh.., (lemme tink) ahh, and maths. lucky neva kena during sci or maths. but during maths, dat crap chester.. throw paper balls at yu yang den miss so hit mi lo.. wad an ass. childish.. sho damn irritated can, nearly screamed at him.. arghh. badd dae. dun wana talk 'bout it lers. sighs~
okays, mom gonna scold mi againn.. wthh. kayy, NiTezZZ yall.. thks for tagging aniwaez. = )

bo0ya..! had netball trng todae. den after that rushed off to meet steph and YK for dinner. bear suppose to come along too. we waited for her like quite a while.. and she call sae she can't make it.
wthh.. lolss.
ate beef noodles at j8. and of all ppl, guess who i saw..?! my mom's elder sis and her hubby.
-d0nkzZZ
thk God they didn't see me. hhaas. don;t rrly enjoy talking to them. very lor-sor (long-winded) hehe..
by da tyme i reached hm, it was like 8+pm liaox. den summore had to go help mom type some stuff. yawn~ :o onli finished it at 10 pm. sho dead late. suppose to go iron my uni, but thk God da part-time maid did it liaox.. phehe.
oh ya, netball trng was kinda fun todae. ahhas. da gurls had fun.. hahaas.
jeana made mi get all the sec 1s and 2s to do their shuttle. and i was like "huh? wad u sae??" dat kind. plus i got blur face. so if she got irritated, i don't blame her. ahhaa. aniwaez, ya, took quite a while b4 they got settled. oh wth.
ya, den we did fitness and conditioning(f&c). hadta run up da sprial staircase to 3rd floor den dunoe run go down, bla bla... hahas. did that 10 times, total. ahahs. kinda fun larhx.-bleah
did lotsa other exercise to build up our strength. gud lo.. got comp comin up in aug. gotta perform well ;)
just realised that i got a weak stomach, as in i can't do lots of sit-ups. the other can. onli that one can't.. damn it. ahha. so sickening.
need to trn up. laterr become fat wors. wahhahaha...!
okays, enuf crap lers. i need my beauty slp. phehe..
NiTezZZ yall!

just came back from sch. den took bus hm.. biangs~ da bus take damn long to come lorhx.
oh and guess wad, this lady standing next to moi asked mi if i wanted a sweet. -dOnkZ
and i was like, uh.. no thks. but she was like shoving the sweets into my hand. hahas.. total nutcase. i mean it;s weird lo. i don't even noe her and she suddenly give mi sweet.. sot sot de. haha.. thks God my stop was da next stop. and that was da same stop as hers. gosh..!
wth. todae was sian. had lit. lit bored the living daylights outta mi. -bleah
=P

you made mi believe i could do almost anything. stood rite beside mi thru the tears, thru everything/.
i need yo[u]

s'been kinda tiring week. sighs~
did whole loada maths this week. tons of hw xia..
kinda low spiritually tho. even thot of eh..giving up on everything.
[every]thing
feel sho confused.dunoe wad ta do lers.. my life is kinda screwed up.
so blur and stewpid. argh..
thot of running away tho. nvm..
damn pressurized cos of some church stuff. plus cell too.. de members piss mi off sumtimes. aiya, they don;t understand de larhx..
nth to blog liaox.
tmr still gotta wake up early go church.. hai~


dis song is kinda how i feel now.

jus came home from sch.. didn;t wear pe shorts for pe, wore ma home de. den mr.tan make mi go buy.. sigh~ now i'm broke. plus after i bought onli run abt 400m? ahaha. wth. crap lo.
den in class during chinese period. ber mi glen bernie yi liang and pei tsung go disturb nick. actually onli play play de larhx. ber and i drew stuff on his correction tape den the guys go take his stuff and play, splash water bla bla bla.. damn funnie.
budden lao ling angry with da whole lot of us. but he was like damn mad at nick. nuts lo.. den he wanted to bring nick to the discipline master. hai~ den nick of course angry la. he quarrelled with da teacher in chinese. weird.
neways, den he angry with da whole lot of us now.. wth. we seriously didn't mean it lo. jus wanted to play onli.. and guess wad? he's dead mad at ber and i. sighs~
don care lers.. bth. don wana tink 'bout it liaox..
i'll go check ma email lers.

sumtink kinda happened recently larhx.
actually not to mi, but my sis.
somehow can feel da pain she's going thru. it hurts.
i guess that's cos we're twins..?
uh, nic if u're reading, jus wana let yo[u] noe that God knows wad u're going thru ,. ,. and he wants to prepare u for the greater things ahead. so stay strong ya. ,. He's here for u and so am i.
so erm, takaire kayy.
muahs, lurve ya sis.

to begin with, syf kinda suk. had to go do duty, takaire of the sec 1 lo.. hahas. the onli thing that was veri entertaining was da band performance thingy.TK band rawks..! hahas. they march and play dead nicee xia!! woot~
took care of 1 hp. den talked to dis gurl, xiu li. she veri small, cute cute de. hahas.. sat next to her in da bus all da way back to sch. the journey damn long can.. yawn
till 7+ den can leave da stadium. den reach sch at abt 8pm liddat.. jia yu, mi and maliwi rush to da interchange lo.. den i waited for da bus like so damn long. wen it finally came, i reached hm abt 9+ can. so late. tired xia.
sighs. tmr still gotta get up early cos i'll be serving. yawn.. hopefully i won't be late.

i tink i damn blur. either dat or i got blur face. wahahaha..!
cos jeana ask mi to tell xiu li abt da briefing mr tan gave to da sec 1s. den i look at her like blur blur de. like i haf no idea wad she talking abt that kind. haha.. plus at da stadium wen like gonna rain lers, ms chng asked da prefects to gather. den she told us wad to do if rain. and guess wad? i couldn't exactly hear wad she was saying, onli vaguely larhx.
even then, i didn't noe wad we suppose to do wen da briefing ended. -ps
haha. ya, den was hoping it wouldn't rain cos i wouldn't noe wad to do. den sure kena frm ms chng de. heez..

but it kinda drizzled a bit. den xiu li veri nice borrowed a umbrella frm her fren to lend mi and jia yu use. sho nice rite.. hehe. but i didn't use it cos if kena wet oso neva mind mahx, plus it was onli drizzling. hahaha..

oh ya, just remembered sumtink. was passing da plagcards(??) to ms chng. den jeana and jia yu btw ms chng and i. ahhas. oh gosh and guess wad, the plagcard hit jeana. den i was like sorry. like so badd mahx, hit ppl on da head. veri pain de lehs..
jeana if u're reading, so sorrie. didn't mean to hit ya.

okays, gotta wake up early tmr. NiTezZZ!!

had photo-taking todae. funnie xia.. we had ta line up according to our height. den i was stand in front for ber, coz i'm shorter. -bleah
newayz, den dis lady came to check la. de moment she came, she tell mi don hide. den she put mi like the quite front few. ps lehs.. haha. so of course i sit in the first row lo. crappy.. haha.. jus wen i thot i grew a bit taller i realise that practically everyone else is taller. sighs~
wth. kinda like my height tho.. who cares..? whee~
oh and guess wad? i'm in da 'B' div..!!! yeah! damn happie lo... netball kinda rawks. heez. so fast miz trng lers even tho we jus had it ytd.. anw
nicholas and chin guan came to ma house agn to do IPW project. and still.. haven't complete it. got sho many projects can, damn sickening.. bth
sian ah todae.
did prefect duty in da morning;take care of da class lo. it was...B-O-R-I-N-G! hahas. yea, it rrly was. summore i was eating sweet den felica(da head prefect)came to my side check check. den she saw mi eating sweet.. hahas. crap xia.. didn't rrly kena scolded tho. :D

yoZ..! wa, todae had netball trng.kinda fun tho. hehe.. damn funnie oso larhx. coz da sec 2 netball players all sat ard den we tell each other jokes. damn funnie seh! got quite a no. of lame jokes tho. but we all had loads of fun.. that's wad's important! yupp. budden, kena scolded for sitting dere and talking during trng. sighs~ got nth to sae 'bout that. hahas
den mi and ber keep playing in class too. like disturbin' nick. sae his socks like stockings coz it sticks to his ankle. summore sae his shoes like clown shoes coz long mahx. wahahaha.. we veri mean hor. coz we're meanies! haha..
tmr got photo-taking. ahh, don't reallie like taking photos. -bleah
oh ya, noe ytd, i did hist project with ber at ma house. we did till 6+pm liddat but still neva find any info. sickening xia. oh well, at least we had whole loada fun! yeap.
den laterr went to bathe, den guess wad?
i slept alllll the wayy! hahas. did't rrly mean to but i jus lie on the bed to rest a while and..woke up the next mornin. wahahha.. wen i woke up i was like, "huh? moring liaox? so fast? but i jus slept.." haha..
heez, okays. gtg do ma hw lers. got lotsa maths to do..