The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : Saturday, July 24, 2004
been kinda busy lately. didn't haf tyme to blog. soz..
losta things going on. sighs~ busy. but not busy with schwork. arghh.. i'm failing maths. and i kinda like maths. wthh. hai~ feel so toot. fail maths and history too.. and my geog is onli borderline pass. cries* my life is tearing apart. spiritually, i'm prob nth lers.(??) nvm. doubt u noe wad i'm talking 'bout. ytd, i was looking thru my yrbk 2003 de.. and wen i saw my fren's faces, it's like can see the leadership and ability to do lotsa stuff. but wen i look at myself, sometimes i see a person with whole loada fears. i dunoe y. i just can't seem to break out of dis. lyke sometimes i try to step out and speak up. but it usually turns out in a mess. it's a horrible feeling. to know that u've got that the potential to do great things and try but jus can't seem to get it right, jus makes mi feel horrible. it's jus so frustrating. arghh.. dis yr streaming. double the effort i gotta put into my studies. s'gonna be a busy yr.. oh ya, noe wad? dere's dis course at acs barker, dunoe abt wad de larhx. neways, they asked us to go.. it's dis coming wed. yups- hopefully it'll be fun..or else i'd be having a hard time keeping mi eyes open wors. haha.. till here bahs. ciao~ |
tasha (:
