its 2:44am. nice nos..
have to be up by 5am. 1h 16mins and counting..

sigh. tired.. and yet... i can't. my mind just wont let me rest.
i want to stop thinking. yes i know, rather stupid to do so, cos its too.. absolute.
how much is too much?






you wish now that our places had been exchanged... that i had died and He had lived.

gourge out thy eyes.

weird. awkward. uncomfortable.

mornin. gotta be @ expo in abt 12hrs.
sigh~ and i can't sleep. arhhh.

seriously. arghs.. the battle of the mind. exhausting`
am so tired of fighting. so tired.

whywhywhy?
mms. i need to stop thinking. period.
stop. stop thinking. stop thinking stop thinking. Zz. feel like digging out my brain. arghhhh.. stop thinking!! only making things worse.

rebuild the wall? progress has begun. unintended. yet... mm.. who knows. arghhh.

boston.

mm.. i wanna go overseas. get away from everyone and everything. even... hmm.





where no one knows my name.

"thanks".

really. thks for helping to rebuild the wall.

they say, the truth hurts. i think its so true. i finally truly understood the meaning. i finally got it. but.. it that revelation came at a price. painful one in fact. sigh`

am sooo tired of.. trusting. i wanna rebuild tht wall. should never have taken it down. just when u let ur guard down and become vulnerable. arghs.

i can't stand it. arhhh~ feel soooo silly. goondu. wad on earth was i thinking.

an outlet anyone?

MORNIN! *screams in ur ear*

today marks the 2nd month working @ NUS.
and it's also the last day.
BOO ):

I really enjoyed my time here thoroughly. My colleagues here made coming to work actually FUN. honestly, i didnt think it'd be fun, cos like.. its... admin. so, duh.. boring.
But, it turned out otherwise *beams*

Kudos to Pat, Eileen and the mother of all, our dear Ms Woo.
hahas..
yeah, they've fed me, took care of me and helped me with my work.
I'm so gonna miss someone pulling out a bunch of food when im hungry. Or someone to joke with about stuff. and someone to... well, the list goes on.

Many thanks to my bosses, Sharon, Perina, Bee Wee and Mrs Gn.
From whom i have learnt so much from. Thanks for taking me under ur wings. For not only making sure i feel welcomed, but also to be my friend.

Not forgetting Jane, Cynthia Choon Noey and Navammal. Thanks for being so understanding and patient. For always lending a hand even when u were busy. I really appreciate it.

I would not trade this experience for anything, really. This has been a rather important milestone in my life; my first time working in a corporation on my own.
And it is my greatest pleasure to be working alongside of all you.
Thanks (:

Love,

Natasha