The air that inhabits one for but a moment only.
To be unnoticed and yet that necessary.

its 2:44am. nice nos..
have to be up by 5am. 1h 16mins and counting..

sigh. tired.. and yet... i can't. my mind just wont let me rest.
i want to stop thinking. yes i know, rather stupid to do so, cos its too.. absolute.
how much is too much?






you wish now that our places had been exchanged... that i had died and He had lived.

gourge out thy eyes.

weird. awkward. uncomfortable.

mornin. gotta be @ expo in abt 12hrs.
sigh~ and i can't sleep. arhhh.

seriously. arghs.. the battle of the mind. exhausting`
am so tired of fighting. so tired.

whywhywhy?
mms. i need to stop thinking. period.
stop. stop thinking. stop thinking stop thinking. Zz. feel like digging out my brain. arghhhh.. stop thinking!! only making things worse.

rebuild the wall? progress has begun. unintended. yet... mm.. who knows. arghhh.

boston.

mm.. i wanna go overseas. get away from everyone and everything. even... hmm.





where no one knows my name.

"thanks".

really. thks for helping to rebuild the wall.

they say, the truth hurts. i think its so true. i finally truly understood the meaning. i finally got it. but.. it that revelation came at a price. painful one in fact. sigh`

am sooo tired of.. trusting. i wanna rebuild tht wall. should never have taken it down. just when u let ur guard down and become vulnerable. arghs.

i can't stand it. arhhh~ feel soooo silly. goondu. wad on earth was i thinking.

an outlet anyone?